2022: Thank you, next!
This article is best enjoyed whilst listening to the song “Scare Away The Dark” by Passenger - https://youtu.be/cWKTFuAFcOY
Hey…you made the year 2022 worth it for me. With every single read; every time you chose to stop whatever you were doing, just to spare a few minutes to read my rants, rambles, and soapbox sermons. It made an indelible mark. It made my existence a little less dreary.
And as a writer, I wish I could sometimes make words be enough, but I sadly lack that power. Words are often never enough in my experience. However, the best thing about starting this newsletter is how it has sort of made you guys my go-to therapists —not a fun position to be though. It does sound a bit funny, but it is quite true. I come here, rant, chant, groan, and moan, and you guys nod, like or comment on it, affirming my disposition without making me feel like I am too crazy for having such thoughts.
There is some sort of calmness that is exuded whenever I spill my guts out, knowing that someone at the other end, who may not quite understand, still empathizes. It might not seem like much when you get a new email update and you read, like or comment on it but to me it means the world. It’s great knowing that as unhinged as my emotions can sometimes be when I put pen to paper, they are still counted as valid even amongst people I may never meet face to face.
And I sincerely hope in my own way, by laying it out bare, I too have been able to help you get through some moments too. I hope that in moments when my thoughts are more positive, you feel invigorated and inspired to be better versions of yourself. It is my hope that in sharing myself with you through my words, I am able to reach out to you with the same virtual warm hug that your reads extend to me.
The new year is always scary, no matter how “positive” you may want to affirm it. Contrary to what most social media post may portray, everyone is often nervous about it. Yet we keep trying to be optimistic. So, do not feel like you have to get into or start the new year perfectly. I would like to think I started last year perfectly and yet, it was tediously strenuous as it progressed. So, let yourself breathe as you step into 2023. You may not be fine on some days but keep in mind that some days you’d most likely be, and that thought should bring you some comfort.
If this year has been hard on you, don’t fret. You’ve built up a resistance and next year —no matter what it brings— is bound to meet a tougher, stronger, more experienced you. And more than anything, in your own way, try to live a little. Truthfully, I plan to try to take this same advice myself but I won’t make any promises yet— you don’t have to either. Take each day as it comes. Cry when it calls for tears and by god, laugh your heart out when you can.
Thank you for being part of the best moments of my 2022. You aren’t just mere email addresses, you are also my friends. Thank you for everything and I hope our relationship via this medium blossoms into 2023. Stay safe and have yourself a happy and exciting new year!
Peace!